• These Are The Thoughts Of A Mom In Rehab

    23 days ago - By Scary Mommy

    I hang up the phone, still in a fog from my recent binge. My apology has to mean something, right? It feels sincere and loving, just as it did the last 30 times.
    “Molly, I am sick again. I am so sorry; I promise I am going to get better this time.” I mean it, too. I truly want to get better - better enough, anyway. But I have abused the words “I am sorry” time and time again. Those three words are now meaningless when they come from my lips.
    I hang up the phone, but she is all I can think about. Molly. How can I love her so much and be such a constant source of disappointment? God, I want...
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